Monday, May 2, 2011

And the Story continues

 Ever since I left to the Foster Home things have been different life is easier and better. I love living here i get all of the respect i deserve as a human being. I eat actual food and i am actually happy and i love life again. I am happy again and hope to be adopted so that i can have a family again a family that actually loves me and cares for me. The funny thing is that everybody loves me here and all of them are so nice to me. I hope my mom feels bad for me now that she is going to be in prison her whole life. God please have her in your hands and give her your punishment anyone that you think is going to be as bad as she treated me. I don't want to sound mean or selfish but i hate her and i hope something really bad happens to her for being a child abuser. When i grow up i will be the one who will give inspiration to people and make them confess their secrets. From my personal experience i don't ever want somebody be in my position i want them to pay for all the damage they are doing to their children. I hope she gets what she deserves and i hope that i can finally find that family that i have longed for  , for years. Mann, thanks to my teacher i no longer have to suffer those everyday beatings and eating my throw up and drinking ammonia and playing her evil games. I wonder why my mom didn't love me i wonder why she treated me like a old dish rag. Okay i don't love her i don't like her i hate her i hate her. Maybe i might be wrong for hating her but all the hate that i feel for her right now is super strong. On the other words i appreciate that my dad tried to help but not really because i guess he was scared of my mom. He told my mom to stop but she never did. I guess all of the alcohol that she inhaled affected her deep inside and made her let out all of her frustration on me. I was like her punching bag. I felt like crap like a tiny skin cell living in that house. On the bright side there are actually people who have hearts and actually people who treat others exactly how they want to be treated. I hope my mom feels bad in the future i hope she soon realizes that i was a real and actual human. Wow, now that i realize she used to love me she used to be like any other loving mom. We would go to the beach and the park and me and her used to go and take some bike rides. I wonder what happened i used to love my mom and i used to love spending time with her. But ever since she started drinking beer she was horrible and she suddenly turned crazy and mad. I felt like the alcohol triggered something in her brain to hate me and let out all of her stress on me. Lastly all i want to say is that i want to soon find a new family and forget the past. Hopefully i don't get traumatized more than i am now. Oh and i gain a lot of pounds and i look like any other normal kid in this world. I used to look beat up just like a homeless guy who has been on the streets for years. I also have new shoes and new clothes it was years since i got new clothes. If you saw before i had that same clothes for more that 5 years and i didn't eat like a normal kid for a lot of years also. I am better now and the good thing is that i went to the dentists and i had really bad teeth and i had a really bad hi-gene. I was dirty and smelly and i was worn out to the fullest. A lot of things have changed for me and all of these changes are good and i am happy that they are actually happening to me. I am very blessed and god should really love me so that all of this could of happened to me. I promised my self to be grateful for the smallest things and to be grateful to anything that is given to me even if i don't like it i am for now on going to be very thankful to god and will pray to him everyday so that he can find me a new family. I will be the most grateful person in the world to have a new family and hopefully the family that is given to me will love me forever and hopefully they have little kids too because i love to play. I haven't played for years and i would love to play with my other siblings it would be a dream come true. I really want a bike i have been wanting a bike for the past 6 years and i hope to get one very soon only if god wants me too. Mann there are a lot of things that i want because i have never had one but i am only going to get them if god wants me too. Yes, i am scared to move on but it was destined for me too move on. I am different i am not scared of anything anymore i will never never fear anything again because i have a mouth to talk and say all of my secrets. I  am happy happy happy that i have a new place to start and to get a new life. I promise to be a author when i grow up and i will write tons of inspiration to lots of Innocent kids. I will also be a spokesmen who will help kids say the true and not commit suicide because it is not worth giving up your life for something that you Can change just by using the voice that god gave you. I am a very religious guy and i always will be because god was the only one that was there for me when i needed him the most. I  am a new and improved and stronger guy i am going to be a important person for a lot of people all around the world. I am no longer going to let the little things put me down. I am no longer going to let things  make me feel sorry for myself i will be proud of who i am and other people will be proud of me too. I am not going to let anything put me down. I am back to my normal self and i am not scared of anything. I am happy and excited to see where life is going to take me. I hope to have my own family one day and fund a partner in the future to love me and listen to all of my problems and concerns. Well i am finally able to say that i will fight for what i want and love.

Dear.......

Dear Ms.Vallejo,
  
       Lost Boy is a great book its inspiring and its a good story. This book is about a boy is being daily abused by his mom. His mom makes him drink ammonia, and she makes him eat his own throw up, she also makes him play some cruel games that she calls fun.   I also recommend this book for you because if you are into drama, and tragedy then you will love this book. This book is short but its interesting and it will end fast once you are into it. This book is very sad because he is forced to go to a foster home which was better for him. His teacher was the one who first found out that his mom was abusing him. He was 12 years old when this was all happening to him. This book is based on a true story and this is the authors story. He wrote this story to help out innocent children that are too scared to get help while they are being abused everyday. This story is going to make you feel bad and sad and maybe you will cry. Its okay because it suppose to make to you feel bad and make you feel sorry for him its to help you understand that everyday kids are being abused. This story will make you understand a lot of things and it will make you realize alot of things. I know you will love this book I guarantee that you will love this book. Ms. Vallejo i promise you that this book will be one of the greatest books you have ever read. Ms. Vallejo you should this book because its fun to read and it makes you feel good inside. After you read this book you will probably be with your mouth open because it is so surprising and its so mind blowing. This book is so amazing and i loved it and i am pretty sure that everybody that read this book loved it. Thats why this book got bestseller which is not a shocker. Sometimes I think to my self what would happen if i was in his position. I think that anybody who read  this book had a lot of questions on there mind including you, you will have plenty of questions. Ms. Vallejo basically all i have to say is that this book is awesome. I have to say that this one of the best books i ever read scratch that the best book i ever read. Hopefully you like the book!! 
                                                                                                      Sincerely,
                                                                                                                   Haley Escobar :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Dave Penzler:

       Dave Pelzer was born on December 29,1960. He was born in Daly City, in California. His dad was a fireman in San Francisco. He was abused by his mom as a young kid she would all call it a game. She made him drink ammonia, eat his own vomit, and burn his hand over a gas burner. She was really mean to him and that expired him to write the book A Child Called it and Lost Boy. He is a well-known American writer.
     He then got help at the foster care at the age of 12. His teacher notified the police and then he was taken into foster care. He was there till the age of 18 until he grew up to write book on his horrible experiences with his mom. He today is 46 and is a very successful man he writes book and they are hits. They are New York Bestsellers!
    He now goes around the world and tells people his story and inspires people to not keep quiet when they are being abused. He is now a very helpful man because he helps people understand that they do not have to keep quiet. He travels 250 days to help large groups understand the concept that keeping quit is bad for them.  He is a great writer and his books are also called inspiring. He has got lots of awards for his writing and books. 
     He has lots of books and some of them are The Lost Boy, A Child Called It, and The Privilege of Youth. Those books are inspiring to people all around the world and helps kids understand that silence is not healthy for you. He writes in these books to help people out. He is now a really good writer and he is a idol for a lot of people today.





      



The Lost Boy:

        

This book is about my life and how my mom treated me. This book is going to explain to you how my mom treated me and what she did to me she called me it and she never gave me food well once in a while. This book may be hard to understand because so many things happen. At the beginning of the book my mom has me trapped in the basement alone and cold and hungry. She never gives me to eat and nothing to warm myself up. She is a very cruel person and only cares about my brother and herself. In the other hand my dad is always telling her to give me food because he is has a heart not like my mom. I hate her she hits me and she is always making me play games with her like in one of them she tells me not to move one muscles and if i do then she is going to hit me. She makes me feel bad and she calls me bad words and she does not care about me. Well, at the beginning of the book i am at the bottom in basement alone with no food and nothing to keep myself warm. So the next day I go to school and I am so hungry and I can’t wait to eat at school. Then my teacher started to notice that I was always wearing the same clothes worn out shoes and was getting skinnier every day. My teacher started to worry because she started to suspect that something was happening at my house. I was scared and I didn’t want to do anything that would go against me. That same day i was determined to runaway and never go back because I wasn’t loved at home so I was going to run away. So it was the perfect time because my mom and my dad were in a argument. So I decided to runaway all I did was run out the door because nobody is going to notice. So I ran and ran and ran and ran and I didn’t want to stop because I felt like my mom will catch up to me.
Then I decided to stop I couldn’t run no more I was tired and I didn’t want to run. Then I was walking down 4 blocks down from my house and I was tried and I was just going to walk. I had my doubts I didn’t want to go because if I did my mom would kill me she would torture me and she would make me play more if her cruel games. So I kept on walking and walking then I got really hungry. I walked into a bar/ pizza place. Then I started grabbing left over from the tables and I ate then and leftover soda or drinks too. The manager then comes out and tells me to leave. I tell him that I am hungry so he asks me why are you not home it’s late and I tell him that I runaway. He said that he was going to go in and get me a free pizza. I was happy and I couldn’t believe I was going to get a free pizza. He then came out and I was wondering where the pizza was he tricked me he called the cops and they were on the way. I was mad and sad and couldn’t believe that this was happening to me. He made me want to go back home running but I couldn’t because the cops were coming and I didn’t want to get in trouble by the police. He promised to take me back home and be safe with my parents and he said that they must be worried but what they don’t know is that they don’t love me and they don’t care about me.
Then next I know I was at the police station and I was scared and they called my house and then I was scared that my mom would out and she was going to kill me. Oh and I forgot to tell you that the guy still gave me my pizza and he was a very good man to me he just wanted the best for me. I was still mad at the pizza guy because he turned me in to the police. I couldn’t believe that I was at the police station at this age. I was scared I could tell you. Then my dad arrived and he was not mad but he was disappointed. On the way back home he was asking me why I ran away from home. I just began to cry and I didn’t know what to tell him. I didn’t want to tell him I did it because nobody cares for me because he would get mad. I couldn’t believe that by running away would get me in this much trouble and I was scared to go home because of mom. I don’t know what happened to her she used to be nice and she used to do fun things with me and after she started to drink she was a different person. I hated the person my mom was now she was mean and treated me like trash.
The next day, I was aching and I was scared and I didn’t want to go to school. I had to because I was hungry and I wasn’t going get food at school so I decided to go. I was on my way to school and I couldn’t get what had happened last night. I finally arrived at school and I walk into class late because I have to walk to school. Then school ends an my asks me to stay after she tells e to please tell her the truth. I tell her everything that happens at home and she calls the cops on my mom and she calls help for me. The first thing she does is take me to the doctor and then she took me to the foster care. Of course my mom went to jail with my dad and I was in foster care. I was so happy there things were different  and I was happy again.

Monday, April 4, 2011

Lyric Poem

Japan:

Japan is going to horrible times
I hope times flies
for them because is really is sad
All of them suffering


Oh is all stared with a little shake
then oh lord it was a earthquake
God protects them
From all the bad climate

They need help, and shelter and protect school
What is going on isn't cool
Poor kids, the don't play all
Not even with their ball

God help them with all your heart
Let japan be beautiful as a piece of art
Let then have a sunny day
Adults a day they get pay

Oh poor Japan your land is full of water
Sometimes i wish this was a lie
A lie no one wanted to be involve

With all my heart i Hope everything goes better
Even a protect shelter
and a much fun days for those little kids(:

Poetry

Rhyme-using the same vowel & convoant sound at the end of two words
Repetition- Using the same word of phrase more than once
Alliteration- Using the same consonant at the begiging of words

Symbol: an object, person, or idea that stands for somethng beyong itselfs
Imagery: words and phrases that appeal to the five senses

Fig. Language
1. Methaphor- comparing two things without using like or as
2.Simile- comparing two or more things using like or as
 3. Personification- diving human action to unhuman things

Narrative -> tell stories
Balland(narrative) to shows a event
Lyric poem express feelings and is serious

Us history

Slavery
Slavery made many blacks sad
Must of them didn't had rights
They cry and cry
They always work very hard


Kids never play
Always feeling lame
Of not be in a hall of fame
they wanted a time to have fun

Blacks could not get marry
Most of them even got bury
In a horrible place
Not near the uncles or nieces

Oh poor people they need some good time
The sang song to make the time fly
Finally slavery ended
Now every one is Free
Thank god is what they say(:

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Look and Learn!

Hitler giving a speech!

Clothes Jews were to wear!!



Concentration Camps!!

German Army (nazis)!!

Hitler!!

Jewish Ghettos!!

Jewish People Being Shot to die!!

Jewish Children!!

Jewish Propaganda!!

Historical Context:

  • The Jewish Holocaust started 1938 when Hitler blamed all of the Jews for loosing the World War 1. Hitler came into power in 1933 and he hated and discriminated against all jews. He saw them as blonde hair, blue eyes, big nose,and fair skin tone he saw them as a the master race. 
  • He then got people to believe that Jews were bad and were the main reason why they lost the War. He then create a huge army called the Nazi. The Nazi's job was to enforce Hitlers Laws and eliminate all Jews
  • Then Hitler created these horrible, dirty, and they were called Ghettos and they were treated like trash and they didn't care about them! Hitler had a dirty yet smart way of weakening all of the Jews and mentally and physically. He came up with a way of making all jews miserable and desperate for help. 
  • He then Came up with these other places called Concentration Camps in which all Jews were to work and if the were little kids or homo sexual or disabled they were sent to the gas chambers. Nazi had other ways of killing Jews by shooting them or just by starvation. The Nazis had no heart for any Jews because of what jews supposedly did. 
  • Then in 1939, Hitler moved his german troops to Poland which was home to 3 million Jews. In which he built more ghettos there and the most famous ones were Lodz, and Krakow. More that 10,000 died because of diseases and starvation. Hitler was finally getting what he wants a full elimination of all Jews. 
  • Himmler then demanded Auschwitz in which it had four large gas chambers used for mass extermination. He came up with the idea of gas chambers  "mercy killing" of sick and disabled persons in Germany and Austria by Nazi doctors. Millions of jews were killed by gas chambers in which they were going to shower.
  • Jews were then demanded to work a daily labor or then they would be sent to be killed. The Nazi then became more harsh and had not tolerance for nothing. Anything that a jew wasn't  suppose to do they would be eliminated.
  •  Hitler then made some laws that Jews had to follow.  All jews were notr allowed to be citzens of germany. They also could not marry non-jews and could not have sexual relations with non jews. 
  • In july of 1938 Jewish synagogue was destroyed and a lot of jews were upset. All of this happened because hitler hated anything that had to do with the Jews. Hitler found anyway to make all jews upset and knowing they wont fight back.
  • Jews were being killed by the thousand each day more and more Jews were bought into larger concentration camps to take their last breathe. Hitler was getting closer to his goal after all and everyday he would get even more powerful. The German Army got bigger and bigger because Hitler was under their control.
  • In october 1944 that gas chambers were used for the last time at Auschwitchs. A lot of Camps were destroyed. They destroyed all of the evidence to show like nothing was ever there and to hide all of their same.
  • Then one day Hitler was faced with a impeding defeat. Hitler then Committed suicide and then Europe surrendered. Then Nazi soldiers who survived were put on trial.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Anne Franks Stage Adoption!


       This play was about Anne frank and her family having to go into hiding until the holocaust ended. This play took place in 1942 during the war. At the beginning of the play the Franks enter first and are given all of the rules then they are taken into there rooms. The frank then invite the Van Dann's to live with them in the hideout place. Mr.frank gives Anne her first Diary. The Van Danns then get settled into the hideout place and then they given to move in to each room! So now it is The Franks and The Van Danns. In the beginning of the movie Mr. Frank informs everybody that after everybody leaves from below they can do whatever they want. Peter Van Dann was a very quiet person and didn't say very much at the beginning of the play all he would do is make fun of Anne! Then more toward the middle of the play Anne says that things started to become a daily routine. Then Meip brings a close friend named Mr. Dussel he was a jewish dentist. He joins the Franks and the Van Danns and they gladly help him out. Mr.Dussel informs them that things are going for okay to worst people that they knew from before are starting to disappear. Anne and Mr. Dussel dont get along. The Franks say that they left a false letter stating that the Franks  moving to Switzerland to escape from the Nazi soldiers. One night they hear noise at the bottom in the office they get scared and want to find out what is going out. Then Mr. Frank has no choice but to go outside and see what is happening so he can see if they are out of danger. Then they find out that there was a robber and he took the cashbox and a stereo. Then they are worried because peter falls off the chair and they are scared because the robber can go snitch. Towards the middle end you find out that peter and Anne like each other and they begin to have a serious relationship. Mr. Dussel also tells the bad news that carl a worker from the office below is  suspicions that there are people living upstairs and is blackmailing Mr. Kraler. During Hanukka Anne decides to have a dinner and give everybody there own gift. They sing, eat and have a good time. At the end of the play everybody is begining to starve. Mr. Van Dann is cought stealing food and Mrs. Frank demands that they should kick him out of the house. Then they decide not to kick him out because if they kick out one Van Dann they have to kick out all the Van Danns. At the very end the Nazis find the Franks and the Van Danns and they are sent to consentration camps.